I'll see you back in the real world.

Today I have a life. I may be in rehab but today i hold my head up high. I could choose to look at all the things missing in my life. However today I can be grateful for all the blessings I have received. I went from sleeping in an alley with the thought that I could never recover to being healthy and happy living in west hollywood. I never thought I could do it but today I have 30 days!

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October

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Sober and fabulous!

duffysrehab:

Sober and fabulous!

16

October

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trapped inside

my furious mind

anger and resentment

destroy my contentment

I’m running and hiding

to keep from finding

those infamous thoughts

that leave me distraught

16

October

These past six months have been the best and the worst times in my life. I have felt emotions I didn’t know I could feel and I have numbed emotions I didn’t know I could numb. I have been through a struggle like no other but I also had a taste of sobriety that gave me happiness like I have never felt before. I hit a bottom where I felt like there was no way out and no way to recover. But here I am, living proof that there is hope for the utter hopeless. Proud to say I have 20 days strong of being clean and sober!

16

October

Consistency

Its a vicious cycle of being stuck in a consistent pattern of using drugs. There comes times in life where all I want is to run. Run away from opportunities and the greatness I have to offer this world- run to the darkness because its all i have. Life is scary- frightening even. When your whole world turns upside down its impossible to know what to do. With everyone constantly going in and out of my life the only thing consistent was drugs and alcohol. When consistency becomes a safe place it only means trouble. When something becomes easy and safe you lose the risk of life. With no risks there are no gains so break that consistency.

16

October

#sober #soberlife

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March

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January

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January

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January

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January

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